Indianapolis First Friends
Pastor Bob Henry
October 25, 2020
Romans 8:35-39
35 Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will hardship, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 36 As it is written,
“For your sake we are being killed all day long;
we are accounted as sheep to be slaughtered.”
37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, 39 nor height, nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Last week during Seeking Friends, my wife, Sue, briefly shared about being raised in a church that had, what we called, a corporate confession. And how each week we had to say these words…
“I, a poor, miserable sinner, confess to you all my sins and iniquities.”
One could not say those words out loud without in some way feeling bad about one’s self.
“Poor...miserable...sinner.” Three words that none of us ask or want to be described as.
When you and I begin to explore love and especially the love of God, as we have the last couple weeks, at some point we will be made to take a personal inventory…
…to go inside and ask ourselves some hard questions about our own views of how we might experience the love of the Divine in and through our lives.
The pandemic has had many of us on an inward and more reflective journey – mostly because we have finally been forced, or we have actually allowed ourselves, to take time to ask some deeper questions.
As we start to ask ourselves these deeper questions like, “Who am I? and how do I ”love wastefully?” and “What is my purpose, currently?” we begin the hard work of cleaning out what Teresa of Avilla calls our “inner castle.”
Most of us consider this type of soul work rather hard - often it resembles the difficult work of deep cleaning our homes. Something during the pandemic I, and many of you, have taken up.
Just the other night on the news there was a report about what ugly things people have been finding in the deep recesses of their homes during the pandemic as they are embracing and tackling deep cleaning.
They have been finding everything from E.coli growing in the refrigerator ice maker to bed bugs taking residence in the guest room mattress.
In the same way, many of us have begun to move the furniture and clean in those places that haven’t seen light for months - maybe years.
We have begun to throw things out that have started to mold, have gone out of date, or that have begun to clutter our rooms and are no longer needed.
We have cleaned the glass on the windows to see more clearly and let the LIGHT in as the days get darker.
We have even prepared the gardens beds for winter so new life can burst forth with beauty and color again in the spring.
The pandemic in many ways has helped us to stop the procrastination, the excuses, the covering up of the dirt, the ignoring of the dishes, the hoping that it will just disappear or that someone else will do it.
Actually, after 33 weeks, we have slowed down long enough that it finally is causing us to take some action.
If you haven’t caught on already, the pandemic has also afforded us the opportunity to take action and do some needed cleaning in our spiritual lives, as well.
And in many ways it resembles the deep cleaning we are doing in our homes.
Remember folks…
Only you and I can work on our “inner lives”.
Only you and I can face our own troubling thoughts and struggles.
Only you and I can begin to do the hard work of spiritually disciplining ourselves so that the “Light” can again be seen and felt inside of us!
This week I returned to a poem by Anthony DeMello called “The Satellite.” I have found it a beautiful reminder during difficult times – when we are procrastinating the hard, inner work.
In the poem, DeMello gives us both a reminder and another way of seeing the Love of the Divine – this time as gravity to keep us grounded.
If you have remember, over the last three weeks.
Spong said Love is the force that enhances life.
Weil said, Love is the vibration of the universe that we are experiencing all around us.
And now Demello, says that love is the gravity that keeps us grounded.
Just listen as I read this poem and allow it to speak to your condition and soul this morning.
The Satellite by Anthony DeMello
I look at nature and reflect on the existence in it of a farce so silent and invisible that human beings were not aware of it till lately; and yet so mighty that the world is moved by it: the force of gravity.
Because of it the bird flies in the sky,
Mountains are held in place,
Leaves flutter to the ground,
Planets are kept in orbit.
There is no better symbol of God’s power and presence.
Scenes of suffering flash though my mind:
Torture chambers;
Concentration camps;
The ravages of famine;
Scenes of war;
Of hospitals;
And of accidents;
And I see him there as silent and invisible as gravity.
I conjure up a thousand painful scenes
From the history of my life:
Of boredom and frustration;
Of pain, anxiety, rejection;
Of meaninglessness and despair;
And in every scene I sense his silent presence.
I see his power like gravity.
In every nook and corner of the world:
No place in space,
No point in time
Escapes, for it is all pervasive.
Then I see his love to be like gravity:
I hear Paul’s cry that nothing in creation
Can wrench us from God’s love (Rom. 8:31-39)
I remember with emotion
The times I fought his love
-- in vain, for love is irresistible!
I see that God has never ceased to draw my heart.
The pull, like gravity, could not be felt.
But at some blessed moments
That I now recall with joy
The tug could not be missed.
When was the pull last felt?
Not yesterday? Why not?
I end by letting go,
Succumbing to this power of divinity,
As my body does to gravity.
Now, the reason I shared this poem is the fact that whenever you or I do some deep soul searching or what I am calling Spiritual Pandemic Cleaning…
…we feel the heaviness of our own struggles, our own difficulties, and even our own selfish ways -- as well as the weight of the world’s problems that are surrounding us on a daily basis.
Let’s be honest, with the weight of the world currently, that alone, could leave us feeling like a poor, miserable, sinner.
The reason any soul work can leave one feeling less hopeful and missing the fact that God is still at work in one’s life is because we love to dwell on all the bad things in and around us.
But there is another side to soul work.
In the poem, DeMello asked, “When was the pull last felt?”
God’s Love is like gravity in our lives and the query for us to ponder is, “Do we sense it?”
Do we sense the pull of God’s love in our lives?
Paul in our scripture text for this Sunday wants to remind us that we are chosen, called, justified, and being made whole.
Paul wants to birth hope in our “poor, miserable,” lives by showing us where our hope comes from - the gravity that is drawing us in.
Let me read again the text from Roman’s 8:35-39 - this time from a more modern translation:
And who would dare tangle with God by messing with one of God’s chosen? Who would dare even to point a finger? The One who died for us—who was raised to life for us! -- is in the presence of God at this very moment sticking up for us. Do you think anyone is going to be able to drive a wedge between us and Christ’s love for us? There is no way! Not trouble, not hard times, not hatred, not hunger, not homelessness, not bullying threats, not backstabbing, not even the worst sins listed in Scripture:
They kill us in cold blood because they hate you.
We’re sitting ducks; they pick us off one by one.
None of this fazes us because Jesus loves us. I’m absolutely convinced that nothing—nothing living or dead, angelic or demonic, today or tomorrow, high or low, thinkable or unthinkable—absolutely nothing can get between us and God’s love because of the way that Jesus our Master has embraced us.
If there were ever a set of Scriptures that identifies Paul as a Quaker - these are it. He literally gives us a set of queries to ponder the faithfulness of God and the gravity of God’s love.
Let me break these down more simply for us to ponder:
1. With God on our side like this, how can we lose?
2. If God didn’t hesitate to put everything on the line for us, embracing our condition in Christ to face the worst of humanity, is there anything else that he wouldn’t gladly and freely do for us?
3. Who would dare tangle with the God of the Universe by messing with or pointing a finger at one of God’s chosen people?
4. Do you think anyone is going to be able to drive a wedge between us and God’s love for us?
This is heavy stuff to ponder - but that’s just it - this is the gravity of God’s love for you and me.
Our troubles
Our hardships (those hard times, that homelessness, that loneliness, that abandonment)
Our persecutions (for who we are and who others think we are to be)
Our famines (physically or spiritually or mentally)
Our nakedness (our vulnerability, our bullied natures, our worn-down hopes)
Our dangers or fears (our worst moments and failures)
None of these can get in the way of the gravity of God’s love that is pulling us back in. This is how “wasteful” God’s love is! God loves and then loves some more!
All those things that get brought to the surface as we explore our souls or as we do our Spiritual Pandemic Cleaning, all that we trudge up, all that we don’t know how to name or figure out, all that we simply fail to understand about ourselves - none of it can become greater or get between us and God.
Instead, it is the gravity of God’s love which roots us.
It brings stability and hope. It helps us see with new eyes. It reminds us that we are united with a God who overwhelms us and grounds us with LOVE WASTEFULLY…
…and then calls us to love wastefully in our world. Yet, before we can love wastefully, we must recognize God’s wasteful love for us and believe that it makes a difference in our own lives.
Just maybe where we need to begin our inward journey is by asking ourselves one query:
DO I BELIEVE I AM LOVED BY GOD?
As we move into waiting worship this morning, let us ponder this query and begin our soul work or our Spiritual Pandemic Cleaning.